Changes

Recently life has been goin in all kinds of directions for me. Some days are good and some are bad, but really I discovered that I have changed quite a bit. Now that i have moved out of mothers house with my father things have been a little out of control with me and I dont know if its just life or if its just the fact that im in a whole different environment. My mother and I fell out in a way even though we still talk she thinks that I need a break so sending me away would make things better but really they just got worse. Its funny how in places like school nobody really knows what goes on outside of school with me because even though I can be looked at as maybe im such a good girl and life is good, really its the total opposite. Some days I think that maybe im not really ready for the real world but I only think that because im 18 and I THINK that im grown when really i still have a childs mind. Its good to know that I have great friends to talk to about my problems though.